I think I am a bit more stressed than I thought. About my last Bulls game, dance in general, and moving once again to another country. I keep worrying about what to pack, what to leave behind, and what to give away; will all my beads, tools, and books be too much weight in my suitcase? what about border security and all the precious/semi- precious stones I'll be carrying. AH, hectic but I'm sure it will be fine.

We got the boot to the house this weekend and it's my final weekend here in South Africa. So we are crashing at Justin's parents house until the owners leave on Sunday.

Very excited for my last game on Saturday!!! Bulls vs. Highlanders!! I have so many friends and family coming out to support me for this one so I am actually extra excited to give it my all = ) Afterwards the girls planned a going- away joll at a club in Pretoria called Tys. VIP sections, free entrance, pop a little champaigne and have a go!! But I am sad to leave the girls and my coach behind. I have had my ups and downs with living here but I made some connections with certain people I am going to miss.

I never told her, but my coach Nicola I look up to alot. She has the life I really want to strive for when I get to her age. Has such a lovely husband and kids, her personality and social skills are perfect. She looks stunning and is always active, positive, and so nice. But also not afraid to tell you when you are in the wrong! Nix: I want to be you when I get to that stage in my life! xo.

Most of all I am going to miss my boyfriend. That's a door I'm not ready to open at the moment. I'll let the water works fall when I get to the airport lol.

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