Pixie More?

oh, and as for the casting for the hair shows- big fat NO! From myself to them. They wanted girls willing to go for a fohawk/pixie cut, which is not something I am looking to do right now. So on to the next one.

Central Florida Brides is a magazine here I have been submitted to for a bridal spread, to model a few different local designer's gowns. Now that is more up my alley = )

xx.
T.

Today was the shoot with Roland Smith (www.RolandSmithPhotography.com ). I find every photoshoot I do I break through my shy little turtle shell more and more. There is something to learn every time you get in front of a camera, what works and what doesn't work. I am still finding myself scared to try new things with broader more abstract poses in fear they will just come out ridiculous. But you'll never know until you try right? So that's my goal with the next shoot.. what meanings can I bring out in more abstract poses?

xx.
-T.

Tonight is the casting for stylist Nick Arrojo's Goldwell hair show in Orlando, FL.
I am actually quite nervous. It has been a few years since my last one in philly and don't really know what to expect! I think this one is a bit more intense than the goldwell show up north.

They can do whatever they need color wise, I am up for anything so long it looks nice. But cut.. I have been growing this out for awhile from my oopsey bob cut in SA. So maybe refusing a little cut might actually get me cut... lol. We shall see.

Resume... check. Headshot/comp cards...check. Great attitude... CHECK = )

What is the worse that can happen? I don't get booked but my life will still go on.

Be a Busy Bee

Still feeling a little stressed from life happening too fast yet too slow...

I am anxiously waiting my departure back to South Africa! I am leaving in September and hoping to get my life back on track and rolling. I feel like I have just been waiting and waiting around to get things going. Can't wait to be in one place again and to be with my boyfriend for good, he is home to me now no matter what country we are in!

I came back to America for the wrong reasons and I am not afraid to admitt it to myself anymore. It's time to grow up, do what I want and what makes me happy for me, and not other people... I no longer have anything to prove to anyone.

With that said I can't wait to get the business ideas I have had up and running in South Africa. I want to change peoples lives through dance and that country could use a little artistic influence from the states! I want to start my own school and contemporary company there, have a massive scholarship program of some sort to offer classes and workshops to kids that would never really have that oppertunity. I want to give them hope.. To know that there is more in the world than the country that they live in.

With that said, I will have to keep you all updated on the progess and status of it all.

First step- to land in J'burg safe and sound!! And wrap my arms around my amazing man of course! lol.

'til then-
Tam.