I have to say I am stressing quite a bit about the next few days. Going to be living out of a suitcase for awhile again. Hopping around from house to house, apt to hotel, etc. I fly up to philadelphia tuesday morning and up to new york the 3rd for the most attended audition in the city- The Radio City Rockettes.

I am trying to think 100% positive but of course my nerves sometimes get the best of me and I can doubt myself at times. I havent auditioned like this in quite awhile since being in South Africa. But we'll see how it goes, i know there is nothing to lose by going up there (except the big wod of cash it is costing me! lol). Just worried most about dissapointing the ones that are cheering for me both here and in africa.. I'm doing this for all those dancers over there that might never have this oppertunity..

A bit shocked with some people I have contacted to help me out with a few things. Only got a few responses from people and all I have to say is in circumstances like these you find out who your friends are..